Two Hands To Ruin

Still hanging on in there.
Just played me 35 mins in the caravan and come up with tese two bastards.
First one was a big bastard and I am told is just one of those things in poker. The second was an even bigger bastard I thought I had him beat and wanted to shake him off his pair of Kings?????? Really lost my concentration(and my mind) here.
BB

Big Bastard
Full Tilt Poker Game #20810002553: Table Swear (6 max) - $0.05/$0.10 - No Limit Hold'em - 15:15:33 ET - 2010/05/13
Seat 1: vavero4ka ($10.34)
Seat 2: Alexey801 ($10.50)
Seat 3: SirOust ($10.59)
Seat 4: rooshen ($9.90)
Seat 5: bigbobspoker1 ($10.61)
Seat 6: animdrum ($10)
rooshen posts the small blind of $0.05
bigbobspoker1 posts the big blind of $0.10
The button is in seat #3
*** HOLE CARDS ***
Dealt to bigbobspoker1 [Kd Kh]
animdrum folds
vavero4ka folds
Alexey801 folds
SirOust folds
rooshen raises to $0.30
bigbobspoker1 raises to $0.90
rooshen raises to $1.90
bigbobspoker1 raises to $3.80
rooshen raises to $9.90, and is all in
bigbobspoker1 calls $6.10
rooshen shows [Qs Qd]
bigbobspoker1 shows [Kd Kh]
*** FLOP *** [Th Kc 5c]
*** TURN *** [Th Kc 5c] [Jh]
*** RIVER *** [Th Kc 5c Jh] [9h]
rooshen shows a straight, King high
bigbobspoker1 shows three of a kind, Kings
rooshen wins the pot ($18.48) with a straight, King high
*** SUMMARY ***
Total pot $19.80 | Rake $1.32
Board: [Th Kc 5c Jh 9h]
Seat 1: vavero4ka didn't bet (folded)
Seat 2: Alexey801 didn't bet (folded)
Seat 3: SirOust (button) didn't bet (folded)
Seat 4: rooshen (small blind) showed [Qs Qd] and won ($18.48) with a straight, King high
Seat 5: bigbobspoker1 (big blind) showed [Kd Kh] and lost with three of a kind, Kings
Seat 6: animdrum didn't bet (folded)

Bigger Bastard
Full Tilt Poker Game #20810454431: Table Swear (6 max) - $0.05/$0.10 - No Limit Hold'em - 15:33:56 ET - 2010/05/13
Seat 1: NetGamer ($4.58)
Seat 2: Glacyus ($9.72)
Seat 3: mightycow ($10)
Seat 4: rooshen ($18.18)
Seat 5: bigbobspoker1 ($17.25)
Seat 6: animdrum ($10)
animdrum posts the small blind of $0.05
NetGamer posts the big blind of $0.10
The button is in seat #5
*** HOLE CARDS ***
Dealt to bigbobspoker1 [Jh Tc]
Glacyus folds
mightycow folds
rooshen raises to $0.40
bigbobspoker1 has 15 seconds left to act
bigbobspoker1 calls $0.40
animdrum has 15 seconds left to act
animdrum folds
animdrum adds $0.05
NetGamer calls $0.30
*** FLOP *** [Kd 3s Js]
NetGamer checks
rooshen bets $0.60
bigbobspoker1 calls $0.60
NetGamer folds
*** TURN *** [Kd 3s Js] [Ts]
rooshen has 15 seconds left to act
rooshen bets $1.20
bigbobspoker1 raises to $16.25, and is all in
rooshen calls $15.05
bigbobspoker1 shows [Jh Tc]
rooshen shows [As Qs]
*** RIVER *** [Kd 3s Js Ts] [5h]
bigbobspoker1 shows two pair, Jacks and Tens
rooshen shows a flush, Ace high
rooshen wins the pot ($32.95) with a flush, Ace high
*** SUMMARY ***
Total pot $34.95 | Rake $2
Board: [Kd 3s Js Ts 5h]
Seat 1: NetGamer (big blind) folded on the Flop
Seat 2: Glacyus didn't bet (folded)
Seat 3: mightycow didn't bet (folded)
Seat 4: rooshen showed [As Qs] and won ($32.95) with a flush, Ace high
Seat 5: bigbobspoker1 (button) showed [Jh Tc] and lost with two pair, Jacks and Tens
Seat 6: animdrum (small blind) folded before the Flop

Was down $20.09 for the session